I like this song and just realized this afternoon what he was saying!! LOL
Friday, December 24, 2010
Monday, December 6, 2010
Finished
Finished the last workout in Female Body Breakthrough tonight and now am contemplating my options on what to do next.
I am sort of leaning toward New Rules of Lifting Fat Loss workouts that will keep me busy for the next few months. The rest of this week however, no lifting just metabolic circuits.
I won't be getting a paycheck this week - its my major employer too - luckily I don't have rent or any other bills due till the 15th so maybe will have a check to cover my bills by then.
I am sort of leaning toward New Rules of Lifting Fat Loss workouts that will keep me busy for the next few months. The rest of this week however, no lifting just metabolic circuits.
I won't be getting a paycheck this week - its my major employer too - luckily I don't have rent or any other bills due till the 15th so maybe will have a check to cover my bills by then.
Friday, December 3, 2010
Single again
After 26 years 3 months and 1 day of marriage I am now single. So sad that it happened. So sad he didn't even put up a fight- didn't say anything about it really. We had a wonderful life together up until maybe 2008 - just so sad. Sad he was so blind to his own wants he didn't see me anymore. He didn't know I existed - he didn't care what I thought or wanted or needed- just hide in his life and ignore my simple requests for pictures of our trip to the Grand Canyon 4 years ago, pictures of our kid's graduations just simple little things that would have taken less than a day to do- but it didn't serve his purpose so it wasn't going to happen. So sad.....
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Single again
After 26 years what do you do?? Actually it was 27 years ago this time of year he proposed - to think of the fun we had. Two of the greatest kids one could ask for too. I hope the girls find someone even half as great as he is!
so now on to starting a new stage of my life. Hope the kids don't freak out when I start publically dating again.
Thinking again about moving far far away. Lease isn't up for a few more months though. Well not to soon to start looking elsewhere for work I guess.
so now on to starting a new stage of my life. Hope the kids don't freak out when I start publically dating again.
Thinking again about moving far far away. Lease isn't up for a few more months though. Well not to soon to start looking elsewhere for work I guess.
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
been neglecting this
I have been very bad in not blogging here lately. - or sharing links and fun stuff even. Guess thats what happens when you turn 51!! Hell yea - I'm officially into my 50's not just "50" - and in a little less than 48 hours I will be officially divorced as well.
Almost done with The Female Body Breakthrough if all goes as planned will have it completed next Monday - then I'm trying to decide what I want to do next. My options are redo this program , redo New Rules of Lifting for Women or could even do the fat loss programs in New Rules of Lifting then there is also the Stronglifts.com program but its a strength program I want to lose more fat first, then work on the strength again. Also was looking at the Spartacus workout on Men's health but its got too much upper body stuff - I don't want to be looking like my "pizza boys" I see at the gym, besides my legs need the most work. I'm pretty happy with the upper body especially the shoulders. I also have some good abs showing through. I am sort of leaning towards the NROL fat loss programs for the winter months, then go back to FBB if necessary. My goal isn't a number on a scale, but I would like to see 155 again, but now my goal is a size 6 - I want Cheri to have to buy me that pair of thong panties!!!
Been trying to stay busy, been putting off all social activities to weekends only - during the week its work and workouts if I get to the gym mon - friday then I can have fun on the weekends as my reward. With the colder weather and possibility of snow my having to stay local is more likely. Really wish there was more to do in this town sometimes.
Lately I discovered if I fall asleep with the tv on I sleep better - I set the sleep button for about 90 minutes so it turns off automatically. I haven't had to keep my window fan on for the white noise either. Still wake up at 4:30 and fight to go back to sleep for that last hour, but its good.
Treated myself to the Melanie concert both Friday and Saturday night also bought a cd each night. Her new one isn't available on Amazon yet, but the title is pretty catchy for those of us who mention her - "Since you've never heard of Me" there are a couple really good songs on there.
Almost done with The Female Body Breakthrough if all goes as planned will have it completed next Monday - then I'm trying to decide what I want to do next. My options are redo this program , redo New Rules of Lifting for Women or could even do the fat loss programs in New Rules of Lifting then there is also the Stronglifts.com program but its a strength program I want to lose more fat first, then work on the strength again. Also was looking at the Spartacus workout on Men's health but its got too much upper body stuff - I don't want to be looking like my "pizza boys" I see at the gym, besides my legs need the most work. I'm pretty happy with the upper body especially the shoulders. I also have some good abs showing through. I am sort of leaning towards the NROL fat loss programs for the winter months, then go back to FBB if necessary. My goal isn't a number on a scale, but I would like to see 155 again, but now my goal is a size 6 - I want Cheri to have to buy me that pair of thong panties!!!
Been trying to stay busy, been putting off all social activities to weekends only - during the week its work and workouts if I get to the gym mon - friday then I can have fun on the weekends as my reward. With the colder weather and possibility of snow my having to stay local is more likely. Really wish there was more to do in this town sometimes.
Lately I discovered if I fall asleep with the tv on I sleep better - I set the sleep button for about 90 minutes so it turns off automatically. I haven't had to keep my window fan on for the white noise either. Still wake up at 4:30 and fight to go back to sleep for that last hour, but its good.
Treated myself to the Melanie concert both Friday and Saturday night also bought a cd each night. Her new one isn't available on Amazon yet, but the title is pretty catchy for those of us who mention her - "Since you've never heard of Me" there are a couple really good songs on there.
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